The words “I’m Sorry” could never be enough.
Dear Queen,
You mentioned that there’s nothing I’m saying that could possibly turn your heart around because everything I’ve said is nothing new. So instead of just using words, I’ve decided to take the time to design this site to better illustrate my heart. AI, I want you to know from the bottom of my soul, I apologize for everything I’ve put you through. You are a true Queen in every sense of the word and you don’t deserve anything I’ve done.
My heart, I love you so much and I want to let you know that the man you fell in love with is real. He’s still right here. One Sunday night of neglect and poor judgment could never properly convey all that I feel for you. That was not me. I’m bigger than that and I’ve shown you the real me over the duration of our relationship. Now I’m on a mission to show you again, and I vow on my life that I will fight until you are my queen again. For the rest of my life.
You mean the world to me Iasha. Nothing besides my young queen (Vic) and my young king (Jules) matters for the rest of my life. You make me a better man. I’m nothing and lost without you. You are truly the air I breathe. I will Never hurt you again. No matter if you think you’ve heard it before, my eyes are wide open now. I’m done acting like I have it all figured out. I don’t. So I’m submitting to God and allowing Him to make me the man I should be. Not only for you, but for me and everything that is attached to me.
So Queen, lets start anew. Lets approach this like we just met. Lets build a friendship again, a new bond without all of the blemishes from the old one. No more baggage. Today is the beginning of the rest of our lives. I love you, Queen. I’m going to protect your heart with my life. If anyone or anything comes close it, I will lay down my life. I will take a bullet for you. And until we are old and gray, the words “I love you” will take on a whole new meaning.
So here I am, Love….
My name is Jaun. It’s a pleasure to meet you… again.